The fragility of humanity – Blog Post #2
In the context of where Parable of the Sower takes place, Lauren’s hyper-empathy becomes her fatal flaw and is more than just a personal vulnerability. Lauren’s condition represents the unsustainable interconnectedness of humanity in a broken world where showing feeling/compassion becomes a liability. Lauren resorts to working to hide and lessen her reactions to those suffering, which seems selfish because our morals expect us to help others when they need help. Lauren has to train herself to act narcissistic in a not selfish way but to protect herself from the cruelties of society. In a time of need, when everyone around her and the neighborhood she resides in can’t trust anyone other than her father or brother. In Chapter 4, she trains to use a gun for self-defense. By law, it is illegal to bear arms, but breaking a minor rule is the last of their worries when death is at bay at all times. Lauren’s sense of empathy makes it hard for her to protect herself, yet she doesn’t realize that and tells herself, “Besides, just because I can shoot a bird or a squirrel doesn’t mean I could shoot a person—a thief like the ones who robbed Mrs. Sims. I don’t know whether I could do that” (Butler 38.) Being able to kill a small animal is different from killing someone of the same species, but Lauren cannot falter; she is defenseless if she treasures every living being in this world. If her father, stepmother Corey, and her brothers aren’t home, what will she do for herself to survive? Lauren knows that she lives in a dangerous neighborhood, neighbors get killed, and people get robbed. Still, at the same time, her family is not wealthy enough to run away to another state or country – and even if their family could relocate, what if danger spreads there? There is no guarantee that any place or anywhere, is safe because the world is too chaotic for anyone to ensure their own/other people’s safety.
The law still applies in chaotic times, but anyone can become a criminal – it’s just a matter of time -. When people grow desperate, their only means is to try and survive. The world has grown to become so disorganized that there are fees to call the police, the police aren’t going to do anything, and there are murders, people getting raped, and robberies happening everywhere; it has become such a norm that crime is no longer shocking anymore. Lauren still thinks of crime as “something wrong” and tries not to become a criminal; her entire family works not to break the rules, steal materials, or kill people as long as they are not being attacked first. Self-defense goes as far as behavior; sometimes, even friendly small talk or reminders of their current reality can drive chaos among others. When Lauren gets yelled at by her dad for talking to Joanne about wanting to leave and run away, she is reminded of why you cannot easily trust anyone. You can know someone for ages, but you don’t know anything about them at all. Lauren’s dad tells her, “Don’t warn Joanne or any of your other friends,” he said. “Not now. I know you think you’re right, but you’re not doing anyone any good. You’re just panicking people.” (Butler 63) For Lauren, it’s wiser to keep her words to herself because friendship becomes a delicate bond when the world has grown into an apocalyptic state. If Joanne could tell her family what she and Lauren talked about, she would no longer be worthy of keeping secrets. In the face of life’s most trying moments, everyone wants survival: to live, have enough food and water, and save shelter for themselves and their families. Some might even abandon their families when things get worse because there is no guarantee that their situation will improve. Supplies are still being depleted, and no one will survive unless you are filthy rich. What truly draws the line between being heartless and protecting yourself and your family? When the government and all safety personnel are no longer trustworthy, do morals still matter in times of life and death?



