Blog Post #6: Weather (Part 2)
In part 2 of weather the ideas shared about Lizzies character from part 1 is now more emphasized and you can see the progression of how she thinks. We can see how she becomes more anxious about her life and the environment. Lizzies growing concerns of the climate change and these spiraling phases reflects on her personal life. Her mind is being continuously shifted from one thought to another creating a sense of insecurities she deals with as a mom, wife, librarian and the other roles she fulfills. Lizzies part time job with Sylvia requires her to travel with her attending lectures and responding to emails Sylvia gets from her podcast listeners. These emails typically consists of people who spend most of their time fixated on the climate and how it is potentially collapsing.They are just waiting out the impending “doom” that is soon to reach their environment. I think Lizzie is turning into one of those people because as the novel continues to progress we can see her become more hopeless and little bit out of touch with herself and her relationships with other characters in the novel.
There are many moments where we see this hopelessness Lizzie has and to me it can be very concerning especially knowing that she has a child of her own. On page 73 Lizzie shares a moment she has with a student who tells her failure isn’t an option and Lizzies response is laughter. She then goes on to almost make light of the situation and says, “Hey, me too, I used to have plans! Biggish ones, medium at least”. This whole interaction to me shows that Lizzie has a “it is what it is” mentality when it comes to negative things. She has no desire to get to greatness or growth and she’s lost all ambition in her life and is sharing that energy among other people including her family. Her relationship with her husband is very odd and to me it seems forced like she is there because she has to fill in the wife role but she doesn’t really want to be there. There is a moment where he starts to doubt that she has a job and in her thoughts we see she goes along with his statement and talks about hypothetical scenarios where people get fired for months and pretend to go to work (pg. 81). There was also another moment when Lizzie shares her thoughts on a newly divorced friend that she found out has met someone new and says “I can only imagine what it would be like to be this age and then suddenly fall in love” which Ben corrects her and says, “You are in love” (pg. 104) ….. awkward. These moments of uncertainty are all reflections of how she sees herself and the world.
At Lizzies age I think it is normal to feel some of the things she is going through because everyone at their middle age might have some moments of worry about their life naturally because maybe their life didn’t pan out how they thought originally. The difference with Lizzie and where it starts to become a concern is she is okay with that. She has concluded that things are just the way they are and it can’t be changed. She’s okay with the average, unfulfilling life she knows she is living because she hasn’t allowed herself to see how she can make changes that will create growth for herself because she considers her age to be too late.



